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新的样貌！

换了新的样貌，心情大增！
其实老早就想要换了，可是就是懒惰，心有力而毅不足。

好不容易找到一个自己心仪的 skin, 花了一点心思，让它有些色彩，因为它原本很单调，很不“我”。
但是这一点的心思却让我感到十分满意。好像有点大画家完成作品时，骄傲的向大众展示。

最近看到了好友A也开始用中文来表达她心中的点点滴滴，再来是收拾旧书时找到中学用的高级华文课本，感触特别良多。还记得中学时有多么讨厌高华课，老师的字一向来左耳进，然后就完整无缺地从右耳出。到了初级学院，发现不用学中文，多么高兴！

可是现在我才发现我其实还蛮热爱语文，不管是英文或华文，用对的文字和形容词时，感觉特别爽。好像背后手伸不到的痒，忽然有个人来扒， 叹了口气，好陶醉！



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