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Rain Rain Rain

The skies' been suffering from major leaks much like those experienced in the oil spill at the Gulf of Mexico.

Sure, the rain can be cooling, an open invitation to snuggle up on the bed, an excuse not to wake up and soak in the sleepy atmosphere.

But still, I welcome endless blue skies anytime. Cant swim, cant run, can go out to any places without shelter, cant cloud spot, clearly I cant do anything that I do on a frequent basis when I'm bored.

Its been making me feel kind of bummed out, and run almost the whole stretch of road from the bus stop outside my camp to the guard house, in home clothes. And people who have a vague idea of my camp should know that the length of it is about half a kilometre.

So yes, this rain makes me feel emo-ish bummed out.

Have you ever encountered someone whom you have known for many many years and then to suddenly realise that you dont really understand him/her at all after spending so much time together? Kind of other-worldly feel. You see this very familiar face, you know the colour of the eyes, how this person smiles, how their laughter sounds like, if they liked to play their hair.

As you try to recollect more memories, try to recall what the person is really like beneath, you get stumped, you pause and try hard to figure out, but you cant. This person before your eyes or in your head is seemingly warm, familiar and yet, distant and cold at the same time. Odd.

Awesome songs to listen on a cold, bed-snuggling day:



Personal favourite song to hum during thunderstorms:

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