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漫长的感情路天

n 年的感情路
n 年
n x 365天
n x 365 x 60 分钟

n年的感情, 好像好久,但是又在不知不觉中流失。
行驶在这条感情路上就有如开着一辆车子,你必须先了解车子的性能和操作,才能有自信的掌握控盘和手挡使车子前进。

每当我们见面时,就好比车子架近路灯。
一小段的高速公路在眼前亮起,把黑暗隔绝开,让人感到安心。
但灯光短暂,继续前进,离开了灯火的守护圈, 公路又回到一片漆黑。
幸好在长长的感情公路上,每当离开黑暗再不久时又会回到灯火的照耀下。

但路不可能永远平稳直行。
有的时候路上堆满泥沙,使车子难行。
很不幸时可能迷失了方向,兜了好多个圈子但最终回到了原点。
但这些都是小问题。
和感情一样,彼此都不怕争吵。只要打闹一番后,向对方道歉,大家感情仍然如初。
很久不见,但只要有心,没三两下功夫便能从新来过。


最糟的是遇见浓雾或恶劣的天气。前方的路看不清,后方侧模糊。
大家有很多感触,许多感想想说出口,但话却哽在喉咙。
见到对方却好比有着一片汪洋碧海相隔。
彼此都摸不着彼此的心,只能猜。

这样,好吗?
车子不断前进,离开了一盏盏的路灯。
但它最终的目的地是哪儿?


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