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重逢

哇。。。
好久好久没上网blog了。。。

自从进兵之后就没有再写网上日记的习惯,以前的那股匆动,那种想有如瀑布倾泻的心情以今不再有了。今天不懂怎麽,忽然想用华文来描写感受。

今天标题就是重逢

重逢,掺杂着尴尬,勇气和回忆。
重逢,就有如文章的起承转和一样。

起;是当你在一次巧遇之下和你多年不见的友朋相逢。这完全是在你最想不到的状况之下发生的。 
在人群当中穿梭,你忽然在眼角看到一个熟悉的脸孔。好像在那里曾经看过,脑里一直播放和那脸孔曾经度过的时光。但片段模糊不清,记忆好像层层彩色纱布包拢。

承;是当两人的目光对上,两人似忽知道他们是相识的。心跳开始不规律,脑里不断念这对方得名字。“啊,是他!” 而尴尬在这时会涌上心头,是相逢?是假装不认识?或许他没看到我? 要是他以不认得我了。。。 

转;是当你或他鼓起勇气去和那熟悉的脸孔相逢。感觉好像是去实证莫件事,看看自己的记忆是不是正确。我本身觉得这是最难办到的一件事,也说不出理由,文字打不出来感觉吧。只有用“勇气”这两个字来形容。

和;是当两人都 “成功” 相逢。剩下的就只有回忆等待两人慢慢品尝。嗯,应该可以说是想喝壶好茶吧,从茶叶的迷人香味飘进鼻腔,到茶水在齿间留下丝丝清香和口里的干甜。品尝回忆就好像这种滋味。

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